“But your iniquities have separated between you and your God, and your sins have hid his face from you, that he will not hear.” Is 59:2 kjv
Well, let the gut check begin. (sarcastic voice) Throughout my life I have always wondered or felt that I was all alone. I’ve asked myself why does it feel at times that my prayers are wasted breaths on the wind. Yet, I have not truly looked within myself to get it right. I know that I have done somethings that are not right, treated people unjustly, and talked bad about people. Is it right? Absolutely Not but I have done it.
There are some things that I have done that I am sooo ashamed of. At times I may feel as if I have gotten over them only to be reminded of it a short time later. It’s funny how things are brought back to remembrance. It could be a smell, a sound, a word, and just a wayward thought. But I know within myself that I have been forgiven by God but I must face the woman in the mirror, to forgive self. Oh, Man, now thats the kicker, facing the woman in the mirror.
The person that I see in the mirror, can’t be lied too. She can’t be told off and walked out on. Though I may try, it can’t be done. In the end, she is the one who really hold the keys to my relationship with God. She can make or break it. Why, you may ask? Well, it is because she is the one that enables me to work upright and in the righteousness of God.