Psalms 139:23-24 [AMP]
Search me [thoroughly], O God, and know my heart;
Test me and know my anxious thoughts;
24 And see if there is any wicked or hurtful way in me, And lead me in the everlasting way.
Oh, how does my soul longs to be fully connected with you, without any hindrance. I know, trust, and believe that you see/know all. So I ask that you search me, know my heart, and my innermost thoughts. If they do not align with you, if they be evil, I ask that you take them from. Purge me with hysop and make me white as snow. For my desire is to live my life fully dedicated unto your purpose and will. My life is not my own but it is yours to do all that is required of me. For I am the clay and you are the potter. Shape and mold me into what I was predestined to be from my mother’s womb. You knew me before I was conceived and I place all of my faith in you, my Creator.
Oh, how does my soul cleaves unto you. My souls cries out to you and hears you clearly. No, one will ever know how much my soul longs to be in your presence. No, one will ever know how my soul cries out to you during the good, bad, and the ugly. No, one will ever know the love my soul pours out before you and have towards you. No, one will ever know how my soul cries out for those who are lost and do not know you. My soul cries out on the behalf of those who can’t or won’t recognize you. My soul cries for the lost and hurting. Oh, how my soul cries out for this generation of vipers. My soul grieves for the those who once were of the fold but has turned their backs to you. Oh, my soul…